For Nincompoop And Reflection On MonTuesWed.

因为我尊重你，所以每次你发脾气我就悄悄坐在一旁等你消气，但并不代表我怕你
每次你发小姐脾气都是这样
但你有没有想过我的感受。
每次都要我让你
你有否为我着想过
有否停下来想一下我会有何影响
开心时对我发狂见笑
伤心时有我护着
发脾气时却是要我体谅，却又不告诉我原因，让我很难做人
反倒是我时，你却只会不理不睬
对我公平吗

我伸手提议帮助你
你却怪我多管闲事
我不帮的话你有让我很难过（不是伤心）
自私的你几时才会醒悟
大小姐脾气常客的你什么时候才会懂得 体谅 容忍 和别人的好意

请你不要再把我当出气桶了
因为我受够了！

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Mon was fucking irritating.
the Kang complain my fringe touch eyebrow. lol. He is the ONLY TEACHER who does tt. EVER. i Fucking Swear.
and worse is he let the prefect feel unneeded, he asks her if my hair was ok, then she say yeah. but he say No. lol. wtf ask for wat.
then back in class on tues, he pick out the ppl whose fringe touches eyebrows. and says he goes by the fucking diary. lol. like the rest of the teacherstoo. he is also the only fucking asshole who complains tt my skirt (the fucking long one) is SHORT!lol. if only he saw the REAL short one.
and then on tues reading when he pick out ppl for hair, the whole class not happy say back to him tt all the other teacher (even MY DEAR HASLINDA) says our hair is ok (she even said i very neat) and then he say everyone fail the hair test.
lol. even Kana and syahira got caught. like they are so freaking follow the rules, if is ppl like me n sy MAYBE i can accept la. then is he say SC n or SL MAYBE we can argue a bit. lol. even BLOODY GUAI ones lor. then when maddhiyah n me told him (debated rather) that the vp say can, he fa pi qi lor. fuck him go die la. like seriously, if u cant win us in a debate, dun just flare up, especially when u abuse your fucking authority.
So dun you fucking dare do tt fucking act again. and when u said to tranfer out of ur class, its something I woud do but my mother (anohter fucking bitch) will get to the botton of it so i dun wanna risk anything on tt matter, so dun u fucking dare think ur superiority is the reason.

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wed was not bad, damn boring la, the last lesson was almost asleep. but then ssge mrs lim let us deco class, suddenyl feel lke got sense of belonging as i participated in decoing. lol. maddhyah n me tok a little bit more. crystal also tok to me a little more. but kendra is stillllll... i dun like her anyway, so no harm no darn done. then during cca, i hate the fucking scholars la. or most of them. theyu have no sense of initiative. they wait for u to give orders n do it reluctantly. then they scoot off elsewhere. then if u dun give them anything to do they sit there chat lor. hello! how do you expect me to do the thing alone! like wat the fuck la. the whole bloody backdrop is i do one lor. fuck shit u.
then aft cca i pon last fifteen mins. go find ninny in the toilet. then head off to cathay k box. then found them. was high for around one hour. then the bloody guy lor. he cheated us into buying 2 milo dinosaurs. wtf. then we paid 20.70 EACH! lol. its quite hua for SC n SY but fukcing cheat money for ninny n me lor. fuck u k box cathay. oh yeah, nincompoop hurt her hand, then she fucking hell emo again. i hate it when she does tt. its like se purposely wanna make it suchj tt when she like tt you tok to her she dao you. if u dun tok to her she will cause the wrong atmosphere. seriously irritating. tts the flaw with her. i fucking hope she will change it. its really irritating. even sy can tell, tts why she also occasional emo at the last hour. lol. is it because of SC n ME?
then as we left one of the guys said have a nice day then sy said (i tink she know him somehow) they cound SL n me leh. then he said really paiseh. lol.

Went pool just now. venting anger. 3:1. lol. as i returned i saw sebastian. come to thinkm of it, he still owe me 2 buck since last year cny. lol. girls DUN forget dun they.
i really tired. n really pissed. because i remembered the times when nincompoop has done tt to me over n over again. its worse than that fucking flirty bitch. and i think its because her family gives in too much to her. u need to change tt , if not u will just be anohter of st nich' type pof rich bitch (except when u gay n turn on etc.).

change nincompoop, change.

fri i decided to come home early and use comp for whole day. lol. its a rare chance since like... the start of year. every day i NEVER EVER go home immediately aft sch. (eating lunch in sch does not count but homework counts) and i always wait for nincompoop if i can.
but i just never had the chance to reach home at the usual sec 1 time of >2.30. lol. make it my first time before the new year.

i feel really bad for my dad, thruout the holiday n jan, i spent like $200, Cca around $50 and entertainment (mainly pool n k) $150.
lol. i swear i will pay him back when i grow up. n not a cent to my mom. cause i maintain tt she is a bitch till further notice, which in turn will only add to my hatred for her.

n i have nbeen waking up at 4.30 recently to do homework :)
and it works for me :)