redundant lies.

i would be lying to say i didn't feel a thing.
i would be lying to say that it doesnt matter.
i would be lying to say i got over it.
i lied.

you cant help it but lie to me.
you cant help it but tell me the false truth.
you cant help it but leave me with that.
you can.

somehow i know the rain maybe over but the mist is still in the air.
and the mist will slowly condense into vapour.
and then rain will pour again.
this time with lightning and thunder.
thunderation.

then we go on about why we should blame each other.
why we shouldnt have started anyway,
when since we knew our lines will never be simultaneous,
merely coincidentally parellel.
not now.
not never.

if we could turn back time, i would turn it back one year ago, when we first met.
i wouldn't try to talk to you.
never will i do that if i knew.

who knew.

never would i have agreed to say tt we can even be frends aft the first time.
but yes we still cant.
not now.
just never.

time can heal wounds.
wounds cant be healed by time.
redundancy.

there really was no need to put me thru the assesment.
a few words and i am not stupid.
i can read and write.
i can feel.
i am stone.
i know.
i dont wanna know.